deadly affection.

love, once again, eludes me.

how does something so commonplace and omnipresent have so many angles?

how can i not see what you see. and why do i totally object to the way you view love?

so confusing seriously. honestly i never agree with how most of my friends go about their business of dating girls. sometimes it seems like they really just "play the field". maybe as we get older, things will change.
thankfully its been a good 8 months without any femme fetales slashing her way into my heart (just watched mr and mrs smith) to discern between a pretty face, hot body, and someone i really like, is something i learn lately. and i think deep down i've already sorted out what kinda person im looking for. and when she arrives, i'd be ready for that. what i cant see. is myself with a younger girl. im not like damn old or what. but i cant. i picture myself with someone slightly older, and we'll see what god has planned out for me.

as for shulins brilliant darwinian theory of fornicating a young nubile girl. thats just bad man.
see right girls, if the guy looks at you. and his MAIN agenda is propagation of his genes, he will still date you. and all that entails dating.

bit distracted now. grace just called shaun as mark's(her bf) scb.
and im like whats scb.
and shes like "suck cock buddy"
im like. WHAT THE FUCK. im outta the army already man. now i got chicks telling me about the scronym for suck cock buddy. =]

scronym.....lol

aahhahaha...


nonetheless. i hope everyone finds happiness. in each and every one of our warped ways.
and hope cupid doesnt leave me out, too. thats one arrow which better not miss. heh.=]