you were right.

i really should sleep. its past 3am and i need rest. haha was readings sueanns blog and shes like so happy, its umm. unnerving. haha wahlao i wish i were as happy as her sometimes.

anyway i Am HAPPY today. will start with the sailing so those not interested can read on.
-first time since exams started so abit noob. SA took their boat and stuff back and some of my stuff so i was abit peeved. took sengleongs boat out for a spin today. it was funny cos he boat was naked. no traveller no block no hiking strap line no powerpack front pulley no nothing. so i spent loads of time fixing up all these nitty gritty stuff. and by the time i launched, the whole world like started sailing already. anyway there was a national squad race organised by the coach and he got some sponsors lah. super haphazard and lame. but i think they waited for me to start cos i was LAST to appear. anyway i won the first race by a hair. on a radial too. thats such a boost cos my sail is smaller than those sailing the full rigs. after 30 mins of sailing, i beat marcus by a hair. colin was third on another radial. colin is the pro. seriously. if i can beat him consistently i will turn pro also. anyway i was lucky in the second race and lost to colin by one position cos the bloody wind dropped. oh did i say IM FAT too?. haha. nvm strong winds i rape them.
and i beat colin again in the 3rd race so i won the radial category! haha. so my prize is the neilpryde bag u see there. big-assed bag.

on a side note: calvin and junhao joined us today. calvins the 2004 byte WORLD CHAMPION and junhao finished second at the byte worlds this year. im all for good performances so singapore can get on the world map, but they sucked. yea world champion who sucked. trust me. it was so bad, it was like Brazil vs Singapore. im disappointed. k nvm i settle myself first, then when manyi gets back from sea games i'll ask her to train her bro to be as pro as her.
im not bullshitting or showingoff btw, i assure you.

i guess im happy cos i beat poor colin, who dropped his heartbeat monitor into the sea today. (the type runners where around there torsoes). hes a good bet for asian games and the future, so beating him today on my half fucked sail was an achievement. towards bigger things. then lan was quite cock with the sailors. sengleong mentioned me sailing the Hobie with him which is even more cock. oh well, exams are out. sailing is in. club anyone?




okay on another note: today i was mean to mandy, and rude. dunno what i was trying to say but it didnt come out right. im sorry k. today just wasnt "talk to cai" day. not like anybody else did. haha. but i like your silly spirit and i'll still marry you no matter what. <--( is that a good recovery line?)
and to charkwa: think your blog kinda spelled it out quite clearly how you're feeling. no sweat k. things always turn out for the better. and quit thinking so much already. if we could accomplish things just by thinking, we'd be friggin einsteins by now.