lose control

wow and sch's started. sl was telling me siobhans started sch today and its like..whoa, the sems started and the usual regime is gonna begin. a look into the mirror reminds me im like darker than what i was when i took this semi break from sailing. thanks to sentosa and soccer in the mid afternoon sun.

going to nsc later to kickstart my sailing life so its smooth when training resumes. need to fix my boat and shit. what boat?. yea no boat now.

good luck for everyone who's sch life is beginning. where everybody becomes another cog in society. and ur friends become your enemies in the pursuit of relative excellence. well least in the university, once the exams are over, having a good time seems granted. this past one month has been more than enough rest and relax for me. and im sure it'll motivate me to study harder when the term begins. sure im gonna bitch and whine like mad when i have to suffer, but with the enjoyment of dec 2005 behind me, and the looming 3 month break once this killer sem is up, it shouldnt be too hard. more A's please mr cai. you must get what u want to get. no defeatist attitude when it comes to the important stuff.

jan's quite an important month for sport too. hopefully i'll get Spextag, i need funding for all the sailing im doing. then wish me luck to get onto SS's good books so they'd at least consider me for Asian Games, 2006 will not be a good year unless i give it a good run. and along the way in march theres the ASC to try for. and loads more competition.

no resolutions for the new year. i'll just do what i do, wish for 3 things. personal things.
1. Qualify for Asian Games.
2. Find a nice girl and learn to trust.
3. Cap of 3.5 will be a nice grade to have this sem.