bah bah budget.

hi all. those who come and see this blog. haha im behaving strangely cos its late and night yet im not sleeping. thanks for coming to see my blog. im in excess of 18888 hits. so happening right. dont worry half of them are mine. not bad not bad.


this post is not motivated by any thoughts or theories. just the writer experiencing blogging diarrhoea. i just wanna recollect all the good times i've had. and take stock of all the things i've inherantly and unfortunately taken for granted.

its kinda sad lately that the comments region have been left alone. is it the tagboards fault? but still alot of ex taggers also bo hiu this blog already. oh wells.

today i had dinner with a bunch of oldies. jap alacarte buffet. and espn on large screen facing me to alleviate boredom. i was stuffed man.
sashimi and beef extravafuckingganza,
forgive me if im rude.

today is july 15. july 19 ling comes back. july 21 the guys comes back.
today kristie flew. tmr limyiew flew. hopefully my gp tutor doesnt die after she reads this
flee fly fo flum. all i do is suck my thumb. they come and go come and go.
im like. anchored here with lead legs.

dawn and christie have started work.
the only thing im looking forward to is school.
new chicks. new modules. and hopefully, something a can look forward to everyday.

i've learnt recently i can be a very difficult person.
i've also learnt that im overtly insecure.
im amazed. but i am insecure anyway.
oh and above all. rational thought applies not to all things.
like relationships. and stuff
it should only be applied to critical decisions.

god help cai.