the way i are.

what lifts you up,
creates a fall.

i wonder if i really like having my parents out so much.
living their semi nomadic life.
im happy for them though.

its getting difficult.
and boys are the problem.
too few. jh, greg, shaun, mark.
im really happy we're all moving on.
i miss you guys.

i also wanna make a confession. its really eating me alive.
my parents are concerned and i understand.
quek and johnny got into a serious road accident 2 weeks ago.
i'd really wanna tell you about it. but u'll only get more paranoid.
and put me in a box.