purspective.
nothing very much is going on in my mind now..just finished a game of tennis...feeling rather nonchalent bout most things now. okay look..i have been experiencing bouts of extreme short temperedness....i cant believe how easily i just snap at my parents nowadays....not without forethought, but with the quick thinking i usually reserve for my men in camp or friends when they need a get-down-to-earth bang. but i really cant control myself, and i also dont feel too bad about it cos if i dont like it i better let it show...rather than soak it all up and shut up...im not a sponge. better be honest and say i dont like it rather than have assholes crawling over me thinking im sorta pushover..i already have my fair share of people who dislike me... so might as well be frank about it. say it as it is. do it as it's to be done. whyy?...cos too many people think the world's made up of actors..and slowly find themselves dragged into being what they really arent. i have. have you?
posted by cai at 10:29 PM
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so show me you.
are we really acting, or are we just so multi faceted and yet struggling with an innate fear of rejection and failure that we hype up the one aspect of us that we think best fits that social group? so much so that they only see a part of you and don't get to know well.. you.
i'm rambling.
take care dude
but it takes a lot of courage n guts to b frank sometimes lor.. someth which a lot of pple dun hav n wud hence rather b another sponge.. i admit tt i am one such person lor...=)
-fishy
well....thanks for posting.. hope u all see this. but i think its possible to be someone totally honest and frank. rather than a sponge....contrary to what sounds logical...i think that one actually has to try... cos to bring out what actually is you doesnt come naturally... cos whats inside doesnt usually show itself... rather the conscious side of you usually takes over.
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