crime and punishment

sometimes i think so much my thoughts get crowded and my brain hangs like a computer.
consider so many factors they get in each others way.
entertain so many possibilities they all seem possible.
rationalize the silly and improbable.

read my posts from my shoes and maybe u can get the message. not from yours.
im glad i've realized that im born like this and i cant change that. not that i wont, but i cant.
now all i need is someone who can live with it. and die with it too.