9th october

honestly im tired of the way i am.
i really am.
however im like that.
and i cant change that overnight.
nor do i feel compelled to change that because of the people around me.
i get no acknowledgement.
and im pretty sure if these people had to live with a certain weiguo who had traits similar to themelves, there'd be a lot less smiles around.
i ALWAYS get the problems.
i tend to prefer giving solutions.
can someone give me the solutions for once.
you're not convincing.
you're inconsistent.
and im just there for show.
just because i dont take myself seriously doesnt mean you can.


and if u see this, this isnt directed to you because its directed to those who know i have a blog but dont even bother anyways. because honestly, they dont take me seriously.

i rant today.
i feel better.
i wont forget.