gee whiz

i have encountered a few problems lately.
im gonna share a few of those with whoever can be bothered.
im not really pissed. but im just amazed by how screwed up things could be.
this time its so bad its funny, which is a good thing.

how come i cant install both my motherboard and graphics card.
does it mean i can only have either sound or a smooth picture?

how come kristie can agree to going out at ten, only for me to call at nine forty to find out she's a fullerton with another guy?. ya sure! she says. and im like oh shit im gonna be late. okay no problem. i'll just take a cab home. hey can u be there at ten?. oh weiguo u sound so tired i think u should stay home to rest. (or something to that effect)
im sorry to say this, but the cumulative effect of not seeing someone for so many months kinda got wiped away faster than the time it takes for me to hit the delete key.

someone was supposed to call. then i lay in bed waiting for a call. i lay in bed for a call. and i lay in bed for a call.
no call?. sleep.

i'm beginning to feel indifferent and skeptical and cynical about my friends.
commander's 6 hour talk in the lecture room shouldve been longer. the mental torture is a pittance compared to rushing home for nothing.

on a good note,
i got tonnes of sleep. thanks sue.
i got a BEAUTIFUL sunrise to catch, and only for me to catch cos u guys just wake up either facing walls or concrete slabs containing more people.
im going sentosa today for the afternoon because im forced to go. (oh the pain!)
i got jianhong.
i got greg.
and last but not least, i gotta freaking long weekend. and guess what?
its to myself.