BAD TIMING. BLIMEY!

could things be worse??. i dont know what to think now man. flying fuck.
my hk trip is 3-8 june.
initially, i was so damn happy cos i only miss one sat of training with them.
now, upon some research. holy. i miss 3 days cos of laser trophy. and another during student laser. 4 days of quality racing time with them. oh my. honestly, i feel like cancelling the trip. the nett monetary benefit far leans towars the racing. i sacrifice 200 deposit. i earn an extra 800 instead. but its not the money which im looking at. its simply sa sailors chance to do well in the nationals, against the friends who i wanna travel with. wow. thank heavens i chose hongkong. cos i promised. and i'd like to deliver. to shop shop shop... no regrets. but things havent been perfect have they. so for the 600 i lost. i say fuck. for the times the sailors race without me around. fuck.
but for hongkong, i say i made the right choice. =]