singapore

oh my, here it is again, dad's hp ringing.
just now it rang while he slept. then some issue arose and it was quite bad i think he spoke to mom bout it. -whisperwhicsper-
last night dad was on the phone again whisper whisper.
this really unnerves me. i have exams. and i need peace.

moms sick and the mood, vibes emanting from my house is just shit.
sis hasnt been sighted in days.

times like these i wish i studied overseas wouldnt have to see all this nonsense going on.
not like the angmohs. any problem openly stated to everyone. this family is so introverted, starting with me. that everyone keeps everything to themselves, like they so damn great their problems are well within their control. i wish i were in timbuktoo or maldives university. just either play or study play or study. where external factors only include alcohol and girls. not moods, circumstances and unforeseeabilty.

i wanna break free.