clubbing KING.

today is rest day... my world in retrospect seems pretty melodramatic.
deep down i hope it is, cos i wouldnt have it any other way really.

somehow turning 21 has been a really good time of my life.
i've found myself, no longer a wandering spirit, and ready to be who i be.
never an enigma again, but a character of strength in the pursuit of Life.
a positive force to those around me, and feeding of the positive energies of others.

being good at what i suck at,
and being wicked at what im good at.
im glad i feel special once again. like noone can possibly be who i am.

but as happiness permeates me,
it is tempered by the knowledge that not all is well.
and although all problems can be solved in good time,
i yearn for patience and resolve to stick it out.

its like finding nirvana in the centre of a hurricane.
and how unlikely is that to occur.
but the greatness of inner peace ensures that the soul will remain calm
no matter the difficulty of circumstances.

because today, i feel like i have Lived.