i dont know what to say.

life's been a whirl really.
and surviving it is worrying me.

cos once i succeed. its easy from then on. another barrier broken.
noone will really feel the different emotions. and understand what im going through.

but once the twig snaps, and it happens, life will never be the same again.
so God let it happen. and test my will and strength. make me harder or break me.
set me up for the fall in future. but whatever u choose to do, please not let me or people close to me be bitter. im not keen on being bitter about these issues. make it irreversible and irrevocable. so that i have peace and closure to whatever happens.


just dont gimme another what if.