whats real and whats not.

wow.
and they say life is boring.
and think its challenging. cos life always pans out differently from how i perceived it to. like now its just crazy. i was so sure. so confident. and then God throw all the notions right out the window.

my life occurs in phases. in a cyclical manner. for example. good, bad, good, bad etc and each phase lasts for say, 2 months?


so lam's birthday was damn power. it was on the 64th flor of republic plaza and was damn atas lah. her mom is damn cool. free flow of alcohol is damn cool. and dinner was the coolest. lobster and steak. honestly no culinary teamwork there. but its like putting gold and jade together. u basically feel damn shiok anyway.

we went down to o-bar after that where the rnb is seriously quite power.
sorry ah i realise i keep saying power. maybe its cos mark's always telling me he's malay and has special power.
then spize for supper. all in all it was an awesome day.



okay now to balance it all up.
the month of may 2007 is honestly the most frivolous month of my life.
wanton spending without a care in the world. doing whatever and whenever i want. its bascially been very exciting and very trying at the same time.
i've been learning more about myself and feeding myself at the same time. as well as doing all the inan household chores i've come to see as a routine.
i've gone to mambo for every week since the exams ended. dinners outside have seen no end, and my bank balance has dwindled to levels unacceptable to live with.
on one hand i feel like shit shit. on the other i feel like i've totally maxed out my holidays.

so after all thats said and done, i'm not clubbing from today onwards so dont ask me.
dont tempt me. be cai's friend. thanks.
only exception is claire's birthday. which i promised her months ago.
but the key is. TODAY. my lifestyle changes.
work starts on monday. and i jolly well start shaping up.
save money, quiet nights, few close friends. and hopefully a renewed focus on the things in life which matter.