retrenched

funny how early 2009 has been a tumultuous time for me.

everything is great on the work side.
friends side i cant really say the same.

seem to have pushed alot of people out of my life.
cant say im proud of it. especially the way i had to do it.

glad most of them realise it isnt their fault, but mine.
we;ll all have beautiful lives after all.

people come people go. thats thats how we roll.



2 things which have really occupied my mind.
the kiss between jandi and jun pyo which really made time stop.
and a hand which grabbed mine like no other. it had desperation, wanting, and friendship all laced into one, and alcohol as topping.
glad im still able to imagine things and dream. cos when its all settled, those dreams are all im left with.