sharing the speriences

its amazing man.
todays the first day i wore my new rank to camp.
but 4 people asked me why i looked tired.sian.sleepy. (wait i think it was 6)
cant help it if i look that way aye. i had tonnes of sleep. no work to do. i feel great.
cant help it if my eyes are small and have single eyelids right?. best. jacqueline said i look better when i smile. who doesnt. wants me to be a fucking hyena. bitch. just sign my fucking clearance aye. then i'll leave you guys alone. i need a 1WO SIM, 2WO KIM, COL (RETD) GOPI, 1WO ERIC, THENMOZHI(or more affectionately known as molly) and MDM LEE CHIN FONG. to get their pens on my paper. sign, and allow me to fuck off from army. oh wait. i for mr TARE JUAY HONG. =] full lieut only wot. im the same guy. people who treat me differently ought to suck less boots on their way up.
wont be seeing home till friday. and till then i wont be seeing camp till god knows when.
oc trying to mess with me again. but i repeat fervently that i wont go for ex spearmint.
the guys going dota now i think. great cos i feel as tho i really dont have to go. hope they realise that if i can i'll be there. so long as they're not dotaing.

sometimes i think. so many people read this, i cant dish out much dirt man. fucking blog has severe repercussions. some racist dude got into trouble with uni the last i read. blog=freedom of speech nomore. i got alot of dirt to dish actually. but i cant. what the hell. should i get a new blog.? give people limited access? cant. too lazy.

blogs aside, today i realised quite alot of my uni friends have finished their exams. which means they're pretty free. jasmine, swanlynn ended today. so i think NUS must be finishing soon. dot's one finished quite awhile ago so i think SMU's finished. i realised i got no friends in NTU!!. ahaha no close ones at least. why ah?. jurong point still.
hmm..well happiness to all you souls out there. i'll join your joy in bout 3 days time.
i called mr ng yday for a job on the sa sailing team as coach. so hopefully it works out well. no need money, but i guess i quite enjoy it. besides, the team now probably dont know me at all!. haha...new challenges.

anyways, u ever wonder why i like to blog about sailing, tennis, camp, and friends?.
cos thats what my life consists of. you'll think, oh how typical. but thats cool. you'll only have a outside perspective of my life. and amidst all these simple things i occupy myself with, you'll never catch the excitement, joy, fun, happiness and love i experienced. how i enjoyed my tacking duels, how i hit tat glorious down the line shot with my backhand, how i enjoyed the laugh with my colleagues with their endless non-sequiters, and how i enjoy banging ians oddities, jianhongs gayness, gregs perspective and shauns indifference. as a reader, you'd never know exactly, but i encourage u find out, cos sometimes you never know what u're missing. ask vicky, kristie or dawn how they felt when they got a glimpse of teg. or greg how he felt when we won the nationals. ahhh..brilliant. everyday should be spent working towards those moments.

currently bored in camp. sick of camp, seeing the end in sight, im just holding my breath.


random thought: what u read is how i'd write my essays without thought or organisation. haha. thank god i always remind myself to do so when im writing aye?? =]