sometimes it is allowable to let slip

nov 2004. my last gf.

its been 2 yrs since i've felt that way.
and i mean it in the best and worst way.
the strong committment,
and yet the feeling that written in the stars,
it was not meant to be.


honestly nobody frightens me as much.
and i will never find someone like you again.
i really hate posting such stuff,
cos it only leads to second guessing.
but indeed that i wish for us to be happy yet apart.
and that the position i relinquished so quietly and without fuss was due to the fact that i really loved you.



funny how that its 2006 and i am taking ages to click on the Publish Post button.
its my blog dammit.