carved in stone

im definitely afraid.
of commitment.

i got an sms today, when i asked a friend about a movie.
kinda slipped my mind about it cos i was at a wedding and the company was great.

she replied "imagine you and me"

i totally freaked out. stun.
3 secs i realise its the name of the movie i just asked her about.

during those 3 secs. i realised im scared shitless.

for my 22nd, give me love, give me companionship. give me happiness.
and maybe. someone to teach me how to be less afraid. i scare myself.