hm.

blogging about lame jokes in class has to be a good thing.
it indicates the lack of anything neutral or bad to say.


anyway. whilst i was brushing my teeth i figured smthg out.

for guys. u work so damn hard. give the chick this and that. and when u finally kiss her. i hope it answers all of life's mysteries. well. for me. it began off as "what now" and soon it progressed to "oh fuck". u get my drift.

when i kissed her it was more like "that was easy", but it didnt end there. i immediately told myself. life's not easy. life's about alot of good moments and bad moments added together. so i skipped the "what now" and "oh fuck" and moved on to "lets see what she needs".

and right there. someone shouldve stopped me and screamed epiphany. because that was the difference. course. dont bother asking your man. you're sitting on his lap. lips red and plumped. he's not gonna tell you the truth. but if im lucky. i'll experience that again.