yoghurt spurts.

this is about a friend of mine.

he's overtly successful. looks good and portrays confidence.
yet thru the cool exterior, i can see the insecurities inside.
and its all his inner demons which are eating him alive.
i dont envy him. but only seek to help him. but i havent been very successful.

cos its just so important.

that what u DO. and what you've DONE.
make up who you are.

have u done something bad that u havent been able to fess up?
is there a niggling worry or fear in your head you cant get rid off?.
issit too embarrassing, or life threateningly dangerous?.
are u afraid?. that your friends shun you?.
that i will shun your presence?

stay strong my friend. you will be haunted for the rest of your life.
secrets are dangerous things. and if you also keep that from all your friends,
maintaining your "image" and "reputation", you'd be a very rich, sad man.

all these stem from the frustration of a friend who wants to help but cant.
if i cant help you. least show me that someone else can.
so i can rest.