Life is a road of Self-Discovery.

and i have learnt much.

and theres so much more to go.
whoever gave me this set of mind body and soul.
also gave me much to deal with.

although in its finality, i will not have a eureka moment.
nor will i feel the satisfaction
like i just learnt how to play the guitar.

im certain i want to be the master of me.


spent the last 2 hours at parkway.
buying chemistry text for tuition later.
revising, brainstorming.
i realised that academics aint easy.
im a tertiary student. mulling over sec school stuff.
how dare we ask so much of 16 year olds?

another thing i learnt today.
through no stimuli totally.
is that im totally not over her.
in fact, i've barely even started.
not in sight, not in sound.
but definitely not out of mind.
why?

why do i want the next relationship process to be exactly the same way?
should have more faith the next one will be better yea?
should place my eggs in some basket instead of just eating them all day right?
questions all.

but all in due time i tell myself.
because self discovery is a worthwhile process
in a phase called life.