not yet an epiphany, maybe just a thought.

"im living a pseudo-world where i can have any girl i want."


based on that statement i made about myself, which isnt far from the truth.
this makes me seem like a self-obsessed person.
nothing too fresh isnt it?



but the problem doesnt lie with being self obsessed,
but with the mere fact that i want every girl there is to want.
something for me to ponder, something for me to fix.

it is not a lie,
to say that i lie and wait,
to find the answers
to where problems lie.
because i had an epiphany,
on my bed.