working life

week 2.


and its all good.
it doesnt feel awesome. like going out with people everyday.
and feeling popular or wanted.

but its exactly the lifestyle change i needed. if im happy all the time, i aint gonna make those life decisions properly. i need to be in a sombre state, unaffected by happiness or sadness.


eat sleep work . thats my life. lunch with whoever im eating with is like the most happening thing which happened to me everyday.

and a call from sue ann is like the closest i got to female contact this week.
after a great high, coming down can be so enjoyable too.
now i just say im too tired after work. milk my rest for what its worth.
until i feel like a hermit again.








readers: lets split you into 2.
first come here read and judge me. so u feel better about your life and how its better than mine.

second type comes here regardless of whether i blog or not. hoping for some catch up or new info cos meeting up can be difficult and a little voyeurism never killed anyone.



okay last point, which i think matters. but doesnt matter so much cos i dont put it in bold, caps lock, or in colour. uknow how paragraphing, using styles and fonts can make an article so much more interesting?
yeah i never do that on my blog. cos i cant be bothered.
but sometimes, i do that with girls, to portray that image.
and someties, i dont. whichever the case. there's only one cai.

hope he's good enough for you.