trying times

it has been, and will be difficult times for me for the next two months.

im glad im suffering now. cos its gotta stop sometime.
and now's a good time.


bite the bullet cai.
sunshine will come in soon.



it is a stupid idea to contemplate finding a girlfriend.
if you cant be financially responsible, let alone independent.
watch how i ride this wave. because it will seem like nothings happened.
but underneath the surface, its all coming back to me now.



im beginning to see it. a tougher me. motivation and direction.
driving. financial security. stuff like this make it possible for me to achieve my real dreams. this post is about my bank account numbers. its gonna hit 0 ladies and gentlemen. its happening right here. real time.



been reading THE GAME, by neil strauss. finished up the 2nd chapter today.
i might even go borders after work each day to finish it up. its an interesting read. for guys, its useful if we can internalise it. for girls its even more useful cos they can read and understand what they are truly looking for. i recommend it.
dont be an ACF when u can be a PUA.