think thank thought.

im fine the way things are.
the way life gives u signs whether u're ready for something or not.
and life having given me the fortitude to accept those facts and not force the issue.


its just that change in inevitable.
and perhaps change must be created by something painful.
so yeah. im still the same. but as the pain pangs a little more tonight.
the screws on my head get a little tighter.

a change might be on the cards
inevitably painful. in fact the change might not be painful.
but the signs which signal a need for change are painful.
slow injections of morphine can only dull it temporarily.
in the end the process of life is so inevitable.
like a ball of snow, tumbling down a mountain.



whats truly beautiful about life, are the inherent motivations which guide our actions and judgement. based on the survival of humans as a race, and as individuals.
because people dont change. their motivations do. and life changes us by altering our motivations. and what can you do. if the motivations are strong enough, as they usually are, we continue tumbling.

rumble jumble mumble.