vegetables on the dinner table

still home. waiting for ian to confirm so we can meet at 9.


can someone whos perfectly balanced with me step out?
or am i condemned to fleeting friends? found a friends blog recently. actually few moments ago.
good, ian just texted.


but seriously, i need a friend whos in sync with me.
of who else shall i share the thoughts i coop in my head?
this blog can only reveal so much. there's too many megabytes.
i need either a bigger brain, or a fissure in my head.

god, borrow me one of your angels for eternity
somehow even in prayer i can use horrid english.
long as he gets the idea. i beg you.
to be lonely is punishment far worse than jail.
to be muted is far worse than to fail.