EVPI

isaac-evil vignesh pollutes india

louis-evasive visible panty line

1709 add
matt-erotic valleys of the penis igloos

keep em coming man. cracks me up like shit

dear god

its your humble servant here..

if i screw ms up tmr. pls dont be angry.
im hoping i score for it.
but i need your help cos im nervous.

i know i know,
the more i know the more scared i am.
i need you to steel me.
please.

im fuct

shiok.

first paper cock up already.
now i know why they say.

one paper down.

err

dawn if u see this,

we need to talk about the results show.
u rock.


dawn if u dont see this,
carrie is so cute.
argh.

segmented post.

while i was signing in, i suddely thought of this.

what if i looked down at my keyboard, and when i look back up at my screen, the date had changed. and the msn homepage showed a page i had seen 6 months earlier.
and i had to live the last 6 months again. how awesome.

anyway, random thoughts aside,

just sent the team off to doha yday.
it was nice when some of them said i shouldve been there with them.
probably meant it as a sparring partner, but deep down inside i would much prefer to have one of their slots.
esp colin. ha poor dude. i hope he doesnt cock up.
even forgot to bring his tiller to the airport.
so besides that, i realise i've gotten much closer to the laser sailors recently.
sengleong, maxi and colin.
i wish them the best and hope they bring back something bright in colour.
no more $1c coin pls.

so to the rest. sean gris justin chin refre roy and the old guy i forgot his name (who werent there at the airport) add---> ivan=]
sherman justin ting sarah 420s
toh zhen elizsabeths terence 470s
cumcolm peiquan hobie

junhao manyi cam suziewave sparring partners.

ALL THE BEST.
as i always say. upwind downwind, repeat. and its done with.

i do feel abit empty when its settled.

HSS level 3

anybody wanna come join me?

claire

this ones for you. drop me a phonecall when u see this.

seeya soon.

shit

i just mistook my hand peel for strudel flakes.

SHIT!

unmotivated

i was kinda down yesterday when i thought to myself.
"this is the life i lead"
"this is the life MOST people around lead"
i shared it with Erwin, and he got over it pretty easily.

well i was reading econs right. macro.
well "learning" how capital mobility affects the slope of the BP curve and how depreciations and revaluations shift the BP curve and all this confusing things which eventually make sense but hardly warrant the effort required to put myself into the shoes(and brains of course) of smith and keynes.
so now, we've this whole army of people. singapore for example. chasing economic growth.
how many of us? shitloads. just look at the scared turf known as the CBD. u go in there. u "feel" it. the drive for "success". economic success that is.
we look at the numbers yearly and compare ourselves with other countries. and we feel good about it. because we are competitive. and we equate economic growth to be a good indicator of our lives. now is it?.

we do know that we're not in the industrial age right. we're in the information age people.
its not about production man. producing more output isnt all good no more man.
if u are econs illiterate, go wikipedia and hit "GDP" or "economic growth" or something. and ask yourself is this goal of "growth" your idea of the world being a better place. if u believe that "a higher standard of living" as compared to the 60s will apply to the 2000s, then good for you. you obviously think im talking rubbish here.

well its a very complex post which im guessing some of you might be lost. nonetheless, i summarise it here.
if we have an army of human resource working towards GDP growth. should we at least consider how much benefit we derive from pursuing this global goal? or should we just follow them blindly?.

given that money puts food on the table and recession sucks. when we're experiencing "growth" and relative success(not to take it for granted) shouldnt we consider the other aspects of well-being of our nation-state besides the size of our economy? for example tempering a tunnel-vision mentality with some openness which suggests to us that we have the opportunity to develop ourselves as human bean whilst we toil for our dollar?

i know this sounds mildly marxist. but just consider this.
if SO MANY of us are pursuing a purpose,
is the resources we are putting into this reflective of the outcome we expect to see?.

meredith

can u remember when was your last kiss?

if u cant,
its cos u always thought there'd be more to come.
and THAT wouldve been your last kiss.

wish me happy birthday

its only something useful,

when u realise smth.
and u use it to improve the current situation.
and it sticks around long enough to fix the other similar problems too.

indeed, it is a whole new world.

what do you do?

when u realise that tragedy is a part of your life.

and that u see it as another occurance.

maybe im tired. maybe im confused.

whatever the case, its a whole new person im becoming.

ellen pompeo

there's hardly an upside to freefalling,

when your friends dont catch you.

thoughts

i think that we're slowly shifting towards whats known as the "rest of our lives"

hate it as i may.

soon im gonna be bumping into my friends and their lil spawns.

SHAUN TAY TEH TEH

you are one big fucker.

dead or alive, i couldnt be damned. 

thats me and mark on a nice sunny day. 

im happy. im narcissistic. im me. 

dots birthday 06, with her easties. seriously, im more bakchor mee than foie gras. 

i dedicate this song to my folks.

shanghai 1943

泛黄的春联还残留在墙上

依稀可见几个字岁岁平安

在我没回去过的老家米缸

爷爷用楷书写一个满

黄金葛爬满了雕花的门窗

夕阳斜斜映在斑驳的砖墙

铺着榉木板的屋内还弥漫

姥姥当年酿的豆瓣酱

我对着黑白照片开始想象
爸和妈当年的模样
说着一口吴侬软语的姑娘缓缓走过外滩
消失的 旧时光 一九四三
在回忆 的路上 时间变好慢

老街坊 小弄堂

是属于那年代白墙黑瓦的淡淡的忧伤

消失的 旧时光 一九四三

回头看 的片段 有一些风霜

老唱盘 旧皮箱

装满了明信片的铁盒里藏着一片玫瑰花瓣

end of the world-jayc

im not some kind of freak alright.

dont look at me like that.
dont even look at me.


look at your 7year boyfriend instead.



(attempting to sound like a love lorn person here)