really dont think its right to find someone to move on after someone else.
its definitely the easiest way.


but in a masochistic way, i dont wanna miss a single experience possible.


Denial: tick
Anger: tick
Bargaining: tick
Depression: ___
Acceptance: waiting for it.

i did something u'd absolutely hate me for.


because if i didnt it'll be impossible to let go.

I'm different

the overt display is only a way to deal with the times.



the inner human is screaming. and it shant be drowned.

i am who i am. and before all else, i approve.

pictures of me.

something compelled me to observe someone elses misfortune.
but like they say, humans have a sick way of making themselves feel better.

din tai fung

respect your elders,
not because they deserve it.




but because they've gone through EVERYTHING you've gone through,
and survived.

ok ok the number is 25. years old

before i sleep, i guess i'll recap back on today.

comparatively quiet to last year. where we went sailing and popped champagne at sea.


i really wanted to have it this way, which is why im just as happy this year. There'll be bigger and more Boomz celebrations to come, so no worries. Im secretly glad its 9th oct now, and i dont have delusions of grandeur. back to the same things ive been pursuing, sailing, career and friends.

the next 25 years will definitely DEFINE who i am. and how successful i become. in work especially. the building blocks of what make me me has been set, and we'll just have to ride it out.

i only hope i carry over as much childish naivete and youthful exuberance into this phase of my life. and use my eyes to see the world. my eyes when i was a baby.

thanks for reading, you're also part of the journey.

just in case u thought im not sailing anymore.

hell no.

oooohhhhhhh empty.

thats why they call us "MT"s

quite sian of hearing everyone say so much about how this blog is depressing, emo etc etc.


but but, the truth is,

we're either at a good place in our lives, or going to a good place in our lives.