Before M&Ms and After Blue M&Ms

you'll remember theis when im dead.

Life is measured not in minutes, nor in moments.

In fact, life isnt measured at all.



Life is a summation of memories. For when we're gone, in notoriety or eternal fame, or in the humble minds of a close few, all's left to be done, is to remember.

i was thinking of you.


and i rubbed my $50 facewash in my palms.
and lathered in gently into my hair.



now im gonna let you go.
salicyclic acid girl.

damn ranty.

when i see someone/something better than i am now, i want to achieve that as well.
the problem is, what happens to the people who dont?
maybe i shouldnt worry about others. and worry about being a better musician.

anybody teach piano?





i know thats not me. comment alot do very little.
on that same note: 甜言蜜语不是我的风格

im here.


but in reality, im gone.

Normal is getting dressed in clothes that you buy for work and driving through traffic in a car that you are still paying for – in order to get to the job you need to pay for the clothes and the car, and the house you leave vacant all day so you can afford to live in it.

to cai,

in downtime there's always opportunity.


take this time to decide to dedicate your life to something. make it yours. make it worthy. dont waste this life.

the sooner you find it, the sooner you find happiness.

lets try to get out of the depressive spiral.

whats worse than feeling that someone is avoiding me,

is that everyone has a legit reason to actually do so.




im at home at 3 in the afternoon cos im just toxic.




on another note: im really trying to know what an ali baba night is.
yuda said last night's commencement dinner was the most ali baba night ever.
im going crazy thinking. at this rate, ali baba is gonna be another multi purpose adjective.

"eh, dont ali baba leh"

i love the sailors

chin's ringtone is a classic. half techno half beng.



and maxi : " i need to lose my virginity"

HAHAHAHAHHAHA

faster leh. i wanna mj 3jiao tian hu da san yuan

ninja warrior

i cant just say i want you to be mine because i deserve it.


i gotta deserve it by saying it everyday.