the latest

woo.. another brilliant thought popped into my mind.

somewhere in between finishing my shower and coming to the computer.
so lucky it didnt get lost along the way






[usually the girl ends up with the guy who makes her feel special.
note the keyword.
dont get me wrong. how often does the sincere guy get his girl?

now mr sincere guy decides to be the guy who makes the girl feel special
he reads Cleo, and all that bullshit about how to make a girl feel untra special.
tailor made to that particular girl he's chasing, since girls are never the same.

all that effort, from convertings ones true feelings into becoming someone to achieve that purpose. makes one lose himself.

so girl falls for guy, happily ever after? maybe.
maybe he loses the plot. and after achieving his purpose he fails to realise the underlying reasons behind getting the girl. and he starts treating her like shit.
face it. guys treat girls like shit. and eventually, once the girl is obtained.
the guy does as he feels. cos she's to smitten to see otherwise, anyway.]

and so we have it. do u have feelings for a person.
its this feeling we're talking about.

leeched off.

got this off ling's blog. totally random.

http://www.thesurrealist.co.uk/slang.cgi



weiguo
n. mid-nineties term for teeth.
"Buddy, where's my weiguo?"

for my own memories.

i was just flipping thru my old msn conversations.
and there was this one with youjie.


and my nick was: grease lightning got stopped by citycab.


remember turning out of carpark behind HSS lib and colliding into a cab. or vice versa actually.
poor kelvin. i dont wanna forget that moment. that feeling. of time stopping.
and this post should help immortalise it.



something tells me. when i look back at this blog when im 50, i will cry
and i will realise, that what i put in here, is the stuff which i want to carry along with me for life.
not the tragedies. but the random occurances which chronicalise my life. and from which i will decide which stage of my post pubescent life i have reached.

marks rendition of kuchiki rukia. and the bugger tot its a guy lah. 

my scary eyed nigger friend from canada. he came for zoukout yo. 

will u marry me pls? 

magnum ice cream

i really wanted to blog about stuff.
my life, my sailing, my thoughts, and my feelings.



now the meat of my DA BAO has fallen out,
i really dont feel like doing it anymore.

hi

i'm just



a visitor



to this space.

clubbing expert. eileen. also caught kissing xiaxue not too long ago. contrary, i dont club half as much as her. basically the case of the master and the NOOB. 

a few fridays ago at double-0. a very embarassing night i got drunk at. anyway here are the oldies i hung out with. free flo of absolut. and 3 151s later, im dead.  

Realise

i finally figured why im depressed.


see the post below.below. on the friends one.
SIM JIANHONG you're someone on my list okay? slightly above sengleong.
but im telling u all its depressing.

jianhong where are you?
xin yuan where r u?
shen long where r u?
zhenyuan where r u?
yi xun where r u?
markseow whats your chinese name?
huiqi where r u?

answer: US, US, Kiel, US, US, Australia, Canada.

liwen and christie are busy with their boys so they dont count. still important nonetheless.


HOW NOT TO BE DEPRESSED LAH.

i seek normality and the state where everything is forgettable.
because forgettable is a subconscious happy.

an jing

i wanted to blog.




now i dont feel like it anymore.

IN RANDOM ORDER...
10 THINGS YOU MUST HAVE IN YOUR BAG/PURSE/POCKETS
1. handphone
2. wallet
3. house keys
4.-10. not required.

9 THINGS THAT YOU WANT RIGHT NOW
1. sail better
2. do better in school
3. be a better friend
4. beat michael blackburn again tmr
5. more money
6. my friends to come back from the states
7. my muscle soreness to go away
8. a massuese
9. someone to put my bedsheets on.

8 OF YOUR FAVOURITE PEOPLE
1. sengleong
2. greg
3. mark
4. nicole
5. ian
6. christie
7. shaun
8. liwen

7 OF YOUR FAVOURITE FOODS
1. portobello mushrooms
2. weider jelly
3. laksa
4. steak
5. half boiled eggs
6. chicken rice
7. icecream

6 OF YOUR FAVOURITE MOVIES
1. dude where's my car
2. the perfect storm
3. the ring
4. zoolander
5. star wars trilogy
6. over the hedge.

5 THINGS IN YOUR ROOM
1. xiao ding dang
2. kevlar helmet
3. marshmallow burger
4. singapore flag
5. condoms

4 THINGS YOU ATE/DRANK TODAY
1. weider jelly
2. fruit bars
3. steak
4. kelloggs cereals

3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
1. internet
2. friends
3. handphone

2 STUPID/EMBARRASSING THINGS YOU'VE DONE
1. telling toh how fucked up the coach is when he was inside the container in the dark.
2. fart loudly in public

1 PERSON YOU CAN'T FORGET
1. my ex.

this what i've spent my holidays doing. dont worry. that angmoh got killed by me after we rounded the top mark. 4th position. ahead of olympic bronze medallist michael blackburn.slow and steady. thats my cousin behind me though. having a good race himself. 

driftwood-- to be exact.

Your Love Element Is Wood

In love, you tend to gently dominate and guide your partner.For you, love is all about sharing goals and future plans. You attract others with creativity and vision.Your flirting style is defined by your honesty and assertiveness. Growth and improvement are the cornerstones of your love life.You may focus on goals too much in relationships, but you never come out of them with a loss. You connect best with: Water Avoid: Metal You and another Wood element: will be doomed to a stormy relationship

What Element Is Your Love?

happy birthday shaun. stop leaning away from me u slut. 

am i cute or what? HSS lib dwellers. thanks for making studying fun. janice cai matt erwin and lishan. before matts leg got busted on the trolley. 

happy birthday mark. nice tongue. 

hello hello. 

Mul-T-Lock

i wonder how some people throw themselves in and out of relationships.
is a partner so easy to find?

i ask myself these questions all day. and sometimes answers pop up. sometimes lame stuff pop up. so are they cyclical arguments like "whats the meaning of life?"


this thought stems from the fact that i have not found that special person i wish i have for a long while now. luckily im in no great rush.


self esteem is the issue here,
im not saying that I THINK girls wanna go out with me.
im just saying that i deserve to go out with someone whom i am serious about.
unlike someone who is just drop dead gorgeous.
thats fair to me, and fair to her.
value yourself. not egotify yourself.


as for the drop dead gorgeous as mentioned above.
thats your curse.




if u managed to read thus far, u've been subjected to random post #1246


sorry my fingers felt itchy i just felt like typing something.