Time part deux.

time will do many things for me.

at the end, time will show me my mistakes.


in the middle portion, time will show me what i can do.


at the moment, time has come to a standstill.



it will make you forget.

its has begun

in more ways than one.

Time

Time is a very interesting thing. it is a concept. created by man to facilitate life. used as a tool to draw boundaries so that life seems more structured and tangible. Quantified.

Time can do many things,
we forget, we move on, we learn the truth.
all in due time.

They say time heals, time stops for noone,
and time is as relentless as the waves on the seashore.



this post was inspired by the fact that i have to wake up early today to jab my alarm clock.
time surely didnt wait for me, and it surely did piss me off greatly.
-cai.

learn learnt

this semester. god taught me a few important things.


1. without textbook, MA can only get B-
2. sports sound good, can potentially FUCK u up.
3. if the ECONomy wants to depreve you of a killing, it sure as hell will.
4. statistically, singaporeans are good in math.
5. from a SEA perspective, a good tutor means i have a good understanding of the region.

6. lastly, university is and always will be, bollocks.

ABCD

grades were out today. to all the yr3 girls out there from NUS. FROM is the keyword. hope u can graduate peacefully.

to all the rest. hope u did well. i did better than last sem. but still can do better.
bloody sport and history screwed up. wont take modules which sound good anymore.


life goes on people. lets eat.

nostradamouse

damn i was so right..

sorry to you folks if u read the oth spoilers. no big spoilers like the one about marissa cooper dying. but i guessed right abt nathan and haley. and chris keller screwing someone. haha. watch on. season 3 is cool.

sometimes it is allowable to let slip

nov 2004. my last gf.

its been 2 yrs since i've felt that way.
and i mean it in the best and worst way.
the strong committment,
and yet the feeling that written in the stars,
it was not meant to be.


honestly nobody frightens me as much.
and i will never find someone like you again.
i really hate posting such stuff,
cos it only leads to second guessing.
but indeed that i wish for us to be happy yet apart.
and that the position i relinquished so quietly and without fuss was due to the fact that i really loved you.



funny how that its 2006 and i am taking ages to click on the Publish Post button.
its my blog dammit.

Dear Friends,

Weiguo is currently out of service.
In light of recent occurances, his capacity for socialising has decreased.
Forigve him for being indifferent, apathetic and condescending in the next few weeks.
He is very confused,
especially of his position is many social cirvles.
Please hold while we connect him back to your life.
till then,
leave a message after the beep.





realigning friendships.

on water, on song.

funny funny.

its really funny. i think im something like a girl in disguise.
cos when brooke looked lucas in the eye and said
"cos i want you to fight for me"
i wonder if im really more brooke or more lucas.

or am i both?. the apathetic fool or the lovefool?

lucky for brooke, lucas isnt the quiiter sorts.
cos if i met a brooke, i'd forget it.
and if i met a lucas, i'd make him fight for me. (not in a gay way)

kudos to one tree hill.

predictions, lucas dies of HCM. nathan and haley get back together. dan marries karen.
chris keller screws somebody, brooke dies of something. keith comes back to see it all.

peyton i dunno. she's the epitime of the hottest girl on the show(sorry brooke) and like in real life, the type i'd go for, and like in real life, the boring as hell type.

tan chi ming

there are only two types of chicks i have:





the type which are psycho.

and the type who have since stopped being involved in my life.


which one are you?

stupid huiqi tagged me. always pms one.

IF you have to put your house keys somewhere outside the house, where would that be? in the stone tavern outside my house.

IF you could choose to get married, when and where?
when she's ready and i'm ready. in a hotel preferably, so the after-party starts faster.

IF you could design your own house, describe the most extravagant room you'll have. it'll have a masseuse, a massage chair. jazz music. white decor, free flow of wine, and a self cleaning mechanism.

IF a big elephant comes running towards you, what would you do?
if i see his mahout in distress, i'll run to safety.

IF you could switch your body with someone else's, whose would it be?
for life? no thanks, i put in alot of work on mine.

IF you could bring back someone from the dead, who would it be? And why?
nah, i'll let him be. i wouldnt want grandpa to die again.

IF you could open a shop, what kind of shop would it be?
Lan shop! something i would leave to others to run. and play for free with my mates.

IF you could paint your car, what colour would it be?
i could, uknow. black.

IF you could say something to your worst ex-boyfriend/girlfriend, what would that be? im sorry you're the worst, but u werent bad at all.

IF you have 5 wishes, what would you ask for?
1. i be successful
2. i be surrounded by good people
3. no needless suffering
4. i be able to right any wrong
5. i be able to make a difference in the world.

IF there's a fortune teller/tarot reader/whatever, what would you like to know about your future? whether i ever get married or not.

IF you knew you'd die in a week, what would you do?
if its not STD, GET SUMMMMM. ahaha.

IF you could choose where you wanna be buried, where?
just spew my ashes in the ocean.

IF you did not die and you'll live longer, what would you regret doing the last 6 days? probably regretting getting summ. and kill myself.

Well, let's say IF you die, again, name 5 songs you want played at your funeral
1. five for fighting--superman. (echo ppl)
2. 50cent--in da club. (cos im a rnb guy)
3. mariah carey--always be my baby. (for the lady in my life)
4. retro--leave a light on for me. (for the mambo freaks)
5. OASIS--LIVEFOREVER. (because one only completes living, when they die)

IF you could go to space, where do you want to go and why?
mars. where i like my women, red hot.

IF you could say something to the one person you really like now, what would it be? hows it going?

IF you could be a superhero, who would you want to be?
fry from futurama.

IF you could adopt other country's culture, which would that be, and why?
not too keen, happy where i am.

IF you could re-do today, what would you do better?
not dislocate my shoulder.

elections.

today is voting day. comes once in five years. but this yr im just nice old enough to vote.
song song ka le kong!

here's my take on Election 2996.

option1: vote opposition (popular choice this time)

option2: vote PAP (if u're happy the way things are

option3: dont vote (tick both boxes or dont tick, they wont know)

currently im closer to option 3. something most people dont realise its smth they can exercise.
reason being i only go for the best. and when i got 4 or 5 political parties which consists of idiots playing politics. why do i have to vote any of them?? i rather not vote. its my way of showing them they all suck. and until politics finally changes from theatre to something genuinely useful (maybe yr 3996) then i'll exercise my vote.

politics suck. and the fact that ministers here earn more than Bush sucks even more. my point is that, Singaporeans are one hell of an APOLITICAL bunch. only rallying during the elections. if 5 years u cant be bothered, and suddenly elections come and you think your one vote makes u a fucking big shot, fine. you're the kinda person who gets eaten up by the rallies and big talk.

for those slightly more savvy people out there like myself, make a wise, informed choice. read and listen to what they have to say, and understand what are the underlying motivations and decide for yourself if they are good or bad. make sure u get the complete picture. PAP ensures that u have to work hard to achieve that.

once you've gone through the process, and realised that these nothing good to vote for. tag me and join the apolitical action party. AAP. for those who cant be fucked.

ok this one was a classic blooper. click to enlarge. and read the text. under email address. yes im semi naked and i dont mind. 

the two japanese chicks i chatted with from canada. HA. 

i dont know what to say.

life's been a whirl really.
and surviving it is worrying me.

cos once i succeed. its easy from then on. another barrier broken.
noone will really feel the different emotions. and understand what im going through.

but once the twig snaps, and it happens, life will never be the same again.
so God let it happen. and test my will and strength. make me harder or break me.
set me up for the fall in future. but whatever u choose to do, please not let me or people close to me be bitter. im not keen on being bitter about these issues. make it irreversible and irrevocable. so that i have peace and closure to whatever happens.


just dont gimme another what if.

how true.

okay read a girls blog and thought it was very true.
so he's how i interpret it.

its my blog i gotta at least give some input right. twist the facts abit.


okay basically right uknow how some countries women are not allowed to were revealing clothes and all.
sounds like a dumbfuck reason and target practice for feminists and those equality shit people.
so u want your freedom. fine. take it ok. wear what u like. whatever u like. u wear something which turns the guys on. make them shoot sperm in their pants?. okay go ahead. your choice.

motivations are important. not to me, im just the oogler. i oogle, and end of story. if u wear the nice clothes(sexy clothes) cos u like the attention and the lingering stares, good for you. the guys just wanna mentally fuck your brains out.

if u wear such clothes just cos its nice, and u like it, i'll ask you to go fuck yourself. nice clothes are nice. but if your ant bite equivalent titties keep having no problems absorbing some vitamin D from the sun each day, maybe u must ask yourself if nice actually means (ifeellikeifiwearthispplwillwannafuckme). if your g string always stick out let guys see and steam then maybe thats what u wanna achieve. fine. have your way.
besides, the clothes are nice right

its just interesting should a girl hear a guys conversation about them
"her body fucking hot, i wanna fuck her"
"fuck only lah, the face so buang"
"her body damn shiok sia, lan lan cover the face, fire the base"
"her ass so big, sit on you you die ah"

ok this one is one i never heard, i just thought about it today. composed by the blog owner okay. please. respect.
"she so fat, even her back has got a cleavage."

yea great. those clothes really serves their purpose. maybe those burkas had a use after all, its just that u cant see them cos u're too busy pulling your skirt down, pushing your ant bites up, and figuring out what kinda a hair day you're having.




bottom line is, wear what u like, do what u like, be a saint a slut u choose. cos inherently who you are will bring you a certain type of response in the person u meet. u dress less, the guys will either try to fuck you. or fuck you. or mentally fuck you. either ways, you're fucked.
funny thing is, its not the guys fault. its the guys fault if they molest u or shit, but please girls. dont ask for what u cant handle.

im not saying girls who wear sexily are asking to get raped. which the the mentally of some groups of people.im just saying. girls who dress to kill, are trying to attract the type of guys who like to procreate in a wanton manner. irregardless of their looks cos good looking guys come in both categorys: sex maniac or nonsexmaniac.
u reap what u sow.