indifference

..my com has no sound.
so i didnt buy the chinese cd im dying for.
should i buy it still?

i need a sound card and a driver.
owell last week of course.
haha... of my recce course.

every wondered how people always behave differently when they're around strangers?

it just rains and rains and rains.

MANKIND

Men, said the Devil,
are good to their brothers:
they don’t want to mend
their own ways, but each other's.


how true mr pete.

my big toe hurts.

to a friend.
based on the assumption that u suffer the same horrible illness as me.
some advice i give myself and everyday i try to live by them unsuccessfully.

-give yourself ALOT of credit for anything
-NEver shortchange yourself
-dont let your thoughts kill you
-recognise the last point, identify thats its your thoughts which are killing you actually
-know that different people will fuck u up in different ways, so dont try to be consistent, use the correct attitude to fuck them or at least fend them off
-never use your intelligence against yourself
and lastly be nice ONLY to those who are nice to you.
the rest must earn it.

THE GAME OF LIFE

you cant be what you're not.

dont try to be cos people can feel it or sense it.

if u dont know who you are.
find it.

education adds new perspective and new opinions which only serve to cloud your brain.
harness the power instead of letting it add to confusion.
patience is required.
dont be sidetracked.

kill the bastards.

friends

i have many friends.
boys girls gays and lesbians.

im so difficult to people.

im incomprehendable.

can someone fuck that and marry me?

for the exam peeps.

procrastination is like masturbation, feels good when you're doing it, but in reality,

but you're just fucking yourself.

i have something to say.

going thru this course, i can only compare how its so different from the last.
doing this then and doing this now is so different.
so so different.
why?
not THAT much has changed has it?

portugese eggtarts.

i'll just blog bout the things happening in my surroundings. when that is exhausted then i shall start giving my excerpts on life okay?

err...okay i just bought sio peh chye and kailan from GIANT. first time..=]
played pool with alvin.
had jh and ian over last night for a fun time watching soccer and behaving wacky.
when newcastle scored i screamed.... and somebody heard me..haha..
i also shouted obscenities and behaved like a bad ahbeng watching soccer.
im sorry jen...was just having fun.
hope your parents werent in.

me jh and ian basically spent the day together, the rest pangsehed.
sentosa, that cd shop, and CYBER base. LOL. jh's the observant one.

a run in with a friend of mine followed by another phone call, a car accident and what else didnt happen man?.

hope alls alright. hope my short week will end fast.
hope my blood bros shirt will make it asap.
hope december comes soon.

hope YOUR problems go away.
hope your dreams are fulfilled as u wish these times move on quickly.
hope, is all i've got.

shit jh said something useful..
i hope i remember to ask him.

mixed berry - fruits des bois

woohoo...the weekend's here...im actually happy now man.... thats a rarity
okay week in a nutshell - ITS OVER!.
hahaa....heart goes out to leong zhirui. got screwed by his horrible instructors me and jason.
then slipped on cement!. and has a swollen shin.
sigh. life's not fair anyways.

mm.. had a nice conversation with a friend in the US last night. it was like tired man's tavern but it was interesting. especially the fillet part. been awhile since i could talk to anybody so yea.

weathers great today and im swearing a new shirt today. parents are in sebana as usual. the RX300's engine blew so poor daddy. didnt even see him yet.

going down to suntec to meet daniel, then maybe SMU for the open house.
things have to get better, they must and soon 2004 for will be over.
its funny how the group gets tighter as the age gets older. so weird. time for cliques are passe. but somehow im part of one. interesting concept with the santa boys we got going.
DOTA's the game and chaos knight is the hero.

i got a phone call from ling yu at a really inopportune time on thursday. really got me cracking up. hoped she had somthing to say then but i was sweaty and muddy faced, leading my men into the enemy objective in the midst of the baddies....sounds boring?. yes it was. really wanted to talk. i ended up laughing.

fuck my sis walked in.
saw the shirt and saw a hole in my NEW SHIRT
FUCK!hells gonna pay.
why does it always rain on me??!...haha

spirits not dampened.. the weekend will be fruitful
thank you all, i feel good thanks to all those who chat and talk to me in general.
esp jianhong. my friend.

born to try

okay i happen to be listening to delta goodrem's song AGAIN. so yea the title will stick.
another week in marsiling's lined up for me. busy busy slacking slacking.
bought a project bloodbros shirt today at 50% off which i like very much...light blue polo shirt.=]

im obviously thrown off balance by her post. and just talking about her in the third is weird.
its weird also how i thought about the same thing this afternoon as i walked out to get my hair cut. i want her back, even if i dunno whats in store next. all i know is this. being single is liberating, but having the good times with her back is worth it.

born to try

is it just me or when someone says he/she farts u initially hold your breath but cant resist the temptation of a whiff.??
before admitting its super stinky?

digest digest

random thought as a was walking home in sweat today.
this is for all those people in school.

"if the people who do better than you in school are also the ones putting in more effort, then isnt exams a competition of effort rather than a stress fest?"

fucking off. signing off. but still no word.
what a bummer.

shouted at the trainees today.
feel the passion coming back, having it my way.

thats all for a monday. funday.