being introspective maybe isnt my strong point.
and i kid not when i look at myself sometimes and i think im a pretty decent fellow.

but it just came to me in a instant, that there's no pride in that.
and perhaps i can handle adversity, but can i handle the rollin good times as well?
there seems to be a huge gap there. honest issue.


there indeed is a huge gap between us, and its being pushed wider with everything we dont say to each other.

lets do it for another 25 and call it quits

my wish for the 25th year is to cry less.



its fucking ridiculous, starting with the bucket list.
morgan freeman you slut. jack nicholson you old geezer.
i dont even know you

but you fucking turned on the waterworks and you didnt even have the courtesy to tell me.

early morning revelations

the difference between life and death


is hope.

you dont fool me

i wish i was stupid.

too stupid to see.

gonna spend the next 2 days at jurong island. will be fun!



this is my life. and im gonna make it good. my way.

in the lifelong practice of zen,

understanding that 99% of the time, there is no right or wrong, should help alot.

be a lamp upon yourself

by focusing on whats in front of you, its expected that we lose sight of the bigger picture.


such a simple concept. such cruel improbability.

i guess i'll have to love me enough for the both of us.

lesson #1 about cai.

ask and you shall receive.

colin cheng

:)

2 reasons why was today a good day

1. i played tennis and it was surreal.

2. sim jianhong is a cock. Thor.

ri(eally)slow