心如刀割

我的天是灰色 我的心是蓝色
触摸着你的心 竟是透明的
 
你的悠然自得 我却束手无策
我的心痛竟是 你的快乐

其实我不想对 你恋恋不舍
但什么让我辗转反侧
不觉我说着说着天就亮了
我的唇角尝到一种苦涩

我是真的为你哭了 你是真的随他走了
就在这一刻全世界 伤心角色 又多了我一个
我是真的为你爱了 你是真的跟他走了
能给的我全都给了 我都舍得
除了让你知道我心如刀割

Exit Strategy

Well. as they say, if you play with fire you risk getting burnt.

So this time I got burnt pretty nicely. my recent shoulder surgery doesnt even compare to this.
Not gonna be too descriptive on this one, but here's the view from where I am sitting.


CJHSW,


Im at home while you're in santorini with your bf.
I have no plans cos all my plans before you left revolved around you.

I cant take you back after you're back. Thats clear.

I havent had dinner so Im eating the chips your folks brought back from Japan.
Oh speaking of folks I dont know what to tell mine when they ask of you.

I know its what I signed up for. That it would come to these crossroads when you went away.
What I didnt know so well was that your exit strategy was much better planned than me.

You see babe, I was all that because I had no exit strategy.



Love,
Cai