which adjective to use.?

cute/ironic?



the people blocking the thai airport and asking the PM to step down.
call themselves PDA.

the peace within

as i search for a job now.
when the markets are bad, and the labour market is firing rather than hiring.
i find myself in self doubt sometime.



and in a flash of strength, i realise this is what i've spent 18 years preparing myself for. subconsciously most of the time, perhaps forced when i was young and didnt know better, and willingly when the end is near,

and there's no reason why i am not good enough.

put a ring on it

i wish:

i went for more weddings when i was younger.
so i'd know what i was being a nice person for.

havent nailed this point down yet

give everyone the impression u'll be there forever.


then disappear. forever.

getting rejected for interview.
is the same as getting rejected by a girl.


no difference.

a little lengthy

i could say. i wanna job. i wanna be happy.

but what i really mean is. specifically.
i wish capitaland would call me back.
cnooc would call me up.
i could go to shanghai soon for christmas.
i can start training for straits regatta.
i would do well for my corp fin and fin mkts test tmr.
wake up feeling fresh tmr at 720.
drive more often.




coming up next. my wishlist. the material one.

love

the tighter u hold,
the more it'll go away


like hamster.

12th nov

just finished 1st round of interview
survived i think.


would like to thank jianhong mark and jeremiah for taking time helping me
and all the well wishes. cant wait for the next one.
even though its stress.