sun's burning my ass

i wake i see i smile.

thanks dear.
very sweet.=p

crime and punishment

sometimes i think so much my thoughts get crowded and my brain hangs like a computer.
consider so many factors they get in each others way.
entertain so many possibilities they all seem possible.
rationalize the silly and improbable.

read my posts from my shoes and maybe u can get the message. not from yours.
im glad i've realized that im born like this and i cant change that. not that i wont, but i cant.
now all i need is someone who can live with it. and die with it too.

they wanna hear my plea

currently listening to : c'est si bon - lisa ono.
currently going: resting aching leg muscles and chatting.

ran 21 click army half marathon today at a leisurely pace...with shaun and ian who were good company i must say. its quite cool like a social event meeting up with old friend from the start 0600 to the end round 1030. slow but tiring k...i ran approximately one hour slower than last years time...heh and 40 seconds before the cut off timing. other than that morning with narvin and his indian friends at orchard bk was interesting..those dudes are pretty cool and have interesting perspectives.
story: there were two shaun's. shaun indian and shaun chinese.....so someone asked a question to shaun and shaun chinese said "which shaun?" so dear shaun chinese's wearing a yellow shirt so the guy said "shaun yellow". then narvin accused him of being racist with pun intended.ha!. was funny while it lasted..even tho i was beat.

laugh along you fools.. your inferior humour is laughable.
yeh besides the point, its been a good long weekend...friday to monday hopefully...then can slowly get back to work. maybe going thailand one the 3rd day of cny next year...but im kinda ready to take more shit in the coming months inevitably... maybe finish up my futurama seasons..hey please go try download futurama from the net k?..its a bag of laughs..

other than that..im gonna rest my knees now...have a good week to all..whether its books or boots, hang in there and have a good week to you.=]

the simple life

in tumultuous times, what people need is simplicity.

focus too much on how your swing looks and u forget the aim is to hit the ball.
concentrate too hard on the assignment at hand and u forget you're getting an education.

be glad your life's headed in the right direction,
be contented your next setback isnt one which leaves u penniless or breathless.

dont bother taking a step back, for that will set you back a pace,
but just remember to breathe.

and know that we live for the betterment of ourselves.




and our loved ones.

silent inbleeding

piet hein presents...
hahah.this is for those people in my world i give a damn about. thanks!.



A MAXIM FOR VIKINGS

Here is a fact
that should help you fight
a bit longer:
Things that don't act-ually kill you outright make you stronger.





aye baby?

when you arrive, and settle stuff, you see this.

to think too far ahead would be, well, folly
so damn might as well be jolly

cant go further,

cos only a crook would come up with a lousy grook.

OH GOD IMBUE ME WITH SOME LITERARY SENSE!!!
IM THE WILLIAM HUNG OF GROOKS.haha.lame ass stuff
nobody saw this post.
not reflective of writer.
this is just a mirage.
this DID not happen. GAH!

Have a grook.

A PSYCHOLOGICAL TIP
Whenever you're called on to make up your mind,
and you're hampered by not having any,
the best way to solve the dilemma, you'll find,
is simply by spinning a penny.
No - not so that chance shall decide the affair
while you're passively standing there moping;
but the moment the penny is up in the air,
you suddenly know what you're hoping.


kinda fits the bill...a good tip for the oncoming days, mr postman.

23

happy birthday sis......gosh we're getting old...but happy birthday nonetheless....
you're 23. and im old...=[[..time's a funny concept...ageing's even more inexplicable...



someone send me a grook!

yes i do..

howdy strangers!.. it seems weird and foreign blogging again but what the heck, least i have things to say rather than patronise this. beeen good a week i must say...esp when ling just texted me somewhere along this sentence. had outfield early this week, then ended off the course on a good note...no problems or anything...just nostalgia of friends leaving for good. then i'll be left here to do my job...but its nice....feels good finishing up the first course. 2 more and i'm ready to collect my pink ic. took leave on monday and coupled with the implementation of the 5 day work week, its a well deserved rest for sure. got home on a friday night thanks to chuen chie for dinner and got so bored bumming around the house(its much smaller now) that i decided to go phuture with ian,leon,tengren,kiat and justin...heh...was good to spend some chillin and drinking time with these old friends again. coupled with good music and moods, i must say i enjoyed myself.. drank abit too much for my own good for sure...but i bloated myself with water before and after the outing so im sure i'll be fine... a nice supper of bak chor mee later, we all headed to our respective homes and visited slumberland. shock of day: justin smoking for fun. song of day: that u gotta be badboldwisercoolcalmsticktogether song. few adjectives we can all use eh?.
on another note, to ling: i dont think i need to ask or what, but reading your post i can only guess whats on your mind, and i can understand that.




i'll take the ups and downs rather than any bland lemminglife.

a little bit of candle wax on my back..

the last post was from sispec, courtesy of my mess break which was supposed to last much longer than just 2 hours... spent in in camouflage outfield with the trainees thanks to my dear old commander.. horrible boy that jason, i think he suffers from much schizophrenia...so unnervingly inconsistent. anyway went to the spec mess with don rather than the others in the officers mess otherwise he'd be alone right?... ate food which was yummy thanks to the word called relativity...singapore idol was a nice introductory lesson to civilisation again.. as the army week came to a close...tough one this was...nonetheless under my belt...today's a bright saturday, beat the indian fella at tennis again using mr wu's racket cos my strings broke.(finally) soccer got cancelled so i bummed at home pretty much today... cut my left hands' nails and strummed on this largely uninspiring day for guitars...hopefully tmr will be better... chelsin's flying off tonight so here's wishing her a good one!..

of lonely boys and girls and reception.

this week i learnt the meaning of reception. whether its handphone signal or the way u greet or meet people, it just means so much now. i hope everyone can be well received and understood. singapore idols is really lousy as compared to american but it really isnt too bad considering we're so damn horrid at everything eh?..heh.. its hard to find someone who'd stand by you through hard times. so please cherish them.

you so motivate me.

Boohoo. Bad Llama.

The happy boy sitting on the hill with reception.
The boy sitting on the hill with reception, happy.
The boy sitting on the hill, happy with reception.
The boy, happy, sitting on the hill with reception.