this one is for claire. the guys u like move from gaara to neji. this ones the strong silent type. who lost his eyeballs. 

flowers on my window

yday clubbing experience was bad.
i was gonna close it out till exams ends with a bang.
andrew chow must be growing old la.

probably cannot go zoukout too cos theres a regatta then too.
unless i screw up the regatta so bad i dont have to bother.

err.. what was that thought in my head now...
yea i remember to thank you for using the same password for the tagboard acct so i can access it...

saturday night and im alone. not exactly alone la. there's me. mr cup, mr laptop, mr notes, and mr phone. makes for one smashing party.

thanks

i wanna show my appreciation to one group of people
i dont even know who they are, but i know they deserve some thanks.

those who read this blog semi regularly. listen to what i have to say.
and do not judge me. but treat it as a read rather than an accurate reflection of me

i know i put on alot of crap. trust me, i tried putting stuff which have underlying meaning for people to re-evaluate their lives with. but the tangible benefits are hardly seen so its not really worth it la.

so for those who just read. laugh. and move on
thats cool. thanks alot.

but if u start thinking, this guy is warped man.
the guy is .... or ......
then you really need a chill pill.
but nonetheless, thanks for dropping by.

refraction

uknow i was thinking.
those who stick around through the ups and downs with you.
are the people in life u gotta treat well.

i dont have to treat anyone well then.

House.

House and Lt horacio Caine are my latest tv show heroes.
the scriptwrites spare no effort in glamourising their roles.
and rightly so, they deliver with stunning lines and cool attitudes.

currently sitting on my $300 mousepad.
its got me name written on it. and a stamp. and my address!
actually my mousepad is a letter, with a cheque innit.

greg i told u this before. certain people piss me off.
and then become so much nicer, than piss me off again. repeat process many times
and you're gonna feel how irritating it is.
its the fine line between being close friends and having your own space.
if im your close friend and i give u your space, meanwhile treat me like a friend.

on a better note: my group did well for the m&o video, gives me confidence for the other stuff as well.=]

i shall not dwell on the past. but today i just can help but agree with what nikki said bout my taste.

cai(as usual): i think XXXXX is the hottest girl in school.
duck(without missing a beat): YOU PA JIAO AH.
cai: ... ...

ok somewhere along my 21 year vacation on earth, being wired to look at girls wearing happy skirts and programmed to view them as a platform for procreation of my genetic makeup,

i think i'm beginning to like ugly girls.
i mean, hot girls are great. but i seem to like the ugly ones.
they have shitloads more of character anyway.
probably stored within their lipids.
and speaking of which, i can safely say i like fat girls.
ok not saying olinda cho kinda fat.
(sidetrack:i did speak to olinda at zouk in my semi drunk state telling her i think she's hot. i said it cos i was semi drunk. and i think if you can lose so much weight and show everyone, might as well be a role model for others out there. she deserved the complement)
im just saying. skinny girls arent for me.

i dont wanna bang my good friend here. but jieying and sunwukong are seriously skinny like shit. i didnt say (like shit) frivolously. but because if i didnt say so, people will think skinny is a good thing. so im gonna say "FUCKING skinny like shit" maybe greg likes that kind.
i never had sex with these beanpoles before, but im pretty sure they look good for it, until you're actually doing it.... then you start thinking "maybe the skeleton at the doctors clinic would be a good hump"
haha okay thats overdoing it.
my point is, simple. if you're skinny, put on some weight. if you're fat, lose it.
my newborn wanna suck on titties, not the nipple. nipple i also have.
now got surgery can pump into my tits for baby to suck also.

thanks for the laugh ian greg and shaun today. zouk tmr anyone?

click clock having a jolly walk

currently in school now. my eyes are so tired i wish these pixels could describe how it feels. its bright and early in the morning and i cant even open my eyes.. thats with 6 hours of sleep too.
:


-this post was unceremoniously deleted as i was typing it.
good bye.

which is bigger? nice helmet anyways 

Always on my mind. =] (can someone draw stickguy?) 

pinch me

been listenng to pictures - kid rock and sheryl crow abit. get it from me if u want.

school and life been a bitch. im sorry if i dont really wanna share it with all you people. the hot chicks, the sucky schoolwork. the pause in weight gain. the slowdown in sailing. the 20knots last sunday. the massive bruising.
i just dont feel like talking bout it.

i'd much prefer to say something brilliant has happened to me, but it just isnt happening.
not that its all bad, but in general i have very high standards for my life. so nothing really is gonna perk it up unless i qualify for the sea games or top the class in something. speaking of which, i cried today in class. almost forgot.
before u start thinking im a wuss.

i actually cried from too much laughter.
my mno video, which i have viewed like 5-6 times already was finally shown in class.
and the guys and girls from group 1 opposite were laughing hysterically. i couldnt take it either.
law faculty members are represented by two guys in the class, both of them HAD to act gay. how coincidental. the video was definitely one of the better videos. esp in terms of entertainment value.
and then we move on to the girlies.

mno class has two girls which, are worth a second look.
as i told ian tan lately. i dont need to go SMU. cos i lower my standards, then the cai3
all start coming out. in SMU the cai3 see me all run away. but in NUS they gotta go for class with me. so lan lan no choice. ones an ice queen whos complexion is like flawless. the other is rebecca who literally glows in her makeup. i think mom was like that when she was younger too. cant help it if i find her attractive. put a think mane of hair on a pig, i also steam
speaking of mom.

ok lets not raise the temperatures any higher than it is.

come to think of it, im rather jaded. ja ja jaded.

for those who have been sleeping in class all year round. go check up what this means. come on. everybody knows except you. 

enter the dragon. no no. i mean enter the HORSE, aka rockson. 

now now, almost there. dont rush it. 

the final product... 

was involved in a little accident recently. alls well now. just abit bummed by everything. sorry if ive been irritating to anyone. decided to roll up my pyjamas to take a look.=] 

here are my lovely jaundice colour toes. nice? i need a pedicure. 

whats beneath it all. 

creative conundrums

i dont like the post below, as in, the previous post.
it just looks ugly. the colour, the emotion the everything.

im in school. long day ahead. somebody just shoot me.
saturdays coming! i got sectional too. so. somebody use a shotgun.
read the papers on sports today. motorcycle accident one yea.
my poor friend eat hospital food. i cannot take it.

mother of all trades

because YOU dont love me.


i dont FUCKING care anymore.

DONT GO AWAY -- OASIS

having the time of my life.

and somehow some sounds/images keep replaying in my head.

1. crash screech bang scream
2. something shaun said (sss)
3. her face

the arts

im a literary idiot
an artistic fool.

www.stickgal.blogspot.com <- for girls. www.whiteninjacomics.com <- for boys.

broken strings, clipped wings.

thanks alot to my med school friend studying in melbourne uni who wished me.
birthdays are days where i feel sorry i that i didnt wish others. i care. but my memory is really weaker than your average human being.






cant you feel it deep down inside its you i want?
dont deny me. its you.

BALLOONS! from mandy.=] 

shaun was it your idea? my favourite KUNAI. 

from christie lorraine swan fiona and samantha. scroll down see what shirt greg was wearing. btw the words say: greg has a drinking problem. 

home at the after party.  

juliana was indeed our queen. lau trying to feed me more alcohol.  

dont ask. i like picture in a most warped way. me and juliana. supper buddies. 

got smashed by ian and eugene. violent sia. greg and siqing. cool as usual. 

eugene dunnowho randy and victor 

greg anna and me. 

USUALLY, they love each other more. 

with anna and randy. it was mostly her cam 

REPORT.

right so me charles greg and shaun chilled at wine connection sipping wine and cheese and crackers. got my presents there which was really nice esp the KUNAI. the t-shirt i was wearing made me look kinda fat. so i changed into the super nice shirt the guys bought for me. i liked tt alot...
so then we headed to liquid where a crowd had gathered already. bloody hell was told we cant go in till it hits eleven. ??? and later when more people came in, they told me there wasnt any reservation. how pro.. everyone was there and no table. happiness..
the rest of the night was quite the usual clubbing. drinks. which was like flowing yday. and minimal dancing somewhat.. will leave the rest of the story to the pixels.

teg:thanks alot. i appreciate it alot. (this includes isaac)
smu: thanks for coming all. i more deep with u then nus.
nic: thanks for the debit card and the champagne.=p
liwen: where?
ren: hardcore clubber la you.
mandy: for watching over my ass. and showing me where the secret place is.
vj girls: thanks for the funky shirt. hope u guys had fun.
fiona: you're PRO.
lau: as usual two years in a row. im not drunk. and u awol. haha
supper girls: thanks for being so sporting all.
victor/sengwee/samuel: not bad eh. nice meeting u guys.

hope i didnt miss anybody.

okay anyway. today was almost as happening.
i'll be brief.
uknow all the alcohol sloshing around my system? now confirm gone already
slept at 5. woke at 1130. then i went training even tho there was no wind. so we did physical training instead. and that giba is mad sia. he made us(me sl maxi) cycle to SAFRA with car tyres tied to our seats dragging behind by a rope. OH MY GOD. it was damn tiring esp when he said use the HIGHEST gear. i cant feel my quads now and my back hurts. 3 sets of that and im gone. manyi only did one run and was gone. then we did 6 sets of pullups, and 5 sets of bench lifts.
drank so much water cos i lost alot of water too. after that we had some dota and battlefield and now here i am. gonna post the pics above as u've seen em.

REPORT.

aftermath

nows the after party.

pick up your bags and belongings, trudge home.
take stock, rehydrate, rest, sleep.

tmr, we will count the living.

will post pics. going training now with vodka in my system.
hope everyone had fun.

deep anot u tell me? DEEEEP. 

aim....... fire. 

blowing 25 knots. from my house. 

the boat. at the boatpark.