sad facts of life

people generally like what they cant get.
a large group of us, at least.




i've shunned those who care about me, family and friends.
and certain few whom i care about shun me.

to me, other peoples woes seem so trivial and relatively easy
but i now realise that my woes arent too different from theirs.

and i am reminded of something i know about myself again.
i am gradually eating myself alive.

lucky me i am able to distance myself from troubles when im in a happy mood or in happy company, being the easily distracted sort.

but when it comes back to the natural way of things, im reminded in a manner so harsh, as though i took a punch in the face,

that i'm far from perfect.

not a theory, simply retarded

cheryl. this ones for you.

snagged this from a friends blog.




"bridge is like sex.
if you dont have a good partner, u better have a good hand."
woo.

photossss

random old picture of the day. -not posted before.

a possibility

been awhile since a came up with another theory.

since the last "guys are bastards girls are bitches, we just gotta get along"
theory, this one a about soul.

perhaps theres a group of people. like me.
they have no soul. no chance to find a soul mate.
when they die, they cease in its entirety.
no heaven.
no hell.
just live, die. and poof.


like in the anime bleach.
no soul society,
no hollow,
no arrancar,
no vaizard.
just poof.



erasure--> that you give me no, that you give me no, SOUL.

you know

people always leave, i just didnt expect it,

that i couldve been referring to myself all this while.




happy birthday amanda, u looked smashing.
and u got smashed as well.
welcome to adulthood.

err. hello.

somebody just posted a copy of our msn conversation on her blog.


i'm screwed lah.
reputation gone! boohoohoo.
also got alot of guys aim.

"eh that's the cheekopeh [FMFP] guy."
"wanna hoot or not?"



i dunno lah, but i feel, i've been jinxed. =]

the mega safety pin

okay guys seriously.

people will get the wrong impression one.
so i declare friend.
me and claire are friends ONLY.

but yeah. girl + boy + flowers on vday right.
we dont blame you for jumping to false conclusions.
lemmings all of you.

so here's a picture of a random image which popped into my head whilst staring across the table. at the tea lah not the chick.

girl + flowers

boy+flowers

chinese new year

is here and hall life isnt doing good for my studies.
im on track. but i havent been studying and doing my work and going for classes conscientiously. ian baey came over to my room and we had hot sex. (u wish). add that to shopping from 6-8 and pool from 9-1130. he left my room at an ungodly hour. and he still had another room to go too. bastard.

hmm. this term break will be a good test of my willpower. eating and collecting money, but also not forgetting to do my projects.


looking forward to velvet on wed i actually know what i'm gonna wear. is that gay or what!?

been having good talks with maseow and ian here and there. all good.
apparently i'm philosophical. i know i am.
but if u havent noticed, the only good philosophers are? DEAD.
YES. DEAD AS DINGBATS. so there's no career in sharing my thoughts with you now.
i dont get shit anyway.

oh yes. for all you people who read butterfly man. trust me he reads tucker max as well. copy cats so lame.
my point is, if hear from one saying "oh her online photo was taken before she discovered __insert restaurant here__'s all-you-can-eat-buffet", i'm gonna get really mad.

heyhey enjoy your cny for now all your voyeurs out there.

singles go to hell day

now now

vday recap.

girl. check
lunch. check
camera. check
flowers. check

swee swee everything.
















girl. seeing other boy.
lunch. food was awesome.
camera. she bring one.
flowers. she bought for her mom.

all in all its a 9/10 valentines day.
no hassle. all talk. sweet.
thats why girls and me should be friends only.
i'll marry my friends as well.

thanks claire. i survived vday '07

happy valentines day

hi.


lightbulb for hire.
willing to do anything for food or cash.

whoppee

My blog is worth $564.54.
How much is your blog worth?

champions of the world! the IHG world, that is.

some of them would kick my butt 24/7

marc lester calvin cai charles.

pictures and words are much more descriptive