a new week

breathe.

my parents are family people.
and now i feel it kicking in.

happy

the smellllll!!

a traumatising thought.

i know my boss is busy and all, but when she wears the same top 3 days in a row.
its disturbing.

sorry, tsunade sama.



welcome back sue.

clueless

you think you're waiting for the right guy to come along and change you.
and when he comes along you change everything for him.

Somebody had a bad day yesterday. Asked me to fuck off. Called me names.
Was being princessy and spoilt. One of the interns. One week I’ve known her.


But she didn’t piss me off half as bad as you.
U pissed me off in the most frustrating and endearing way.
Shit.

knoxville/.

Just had this awesome lunch.
There were 11 interns so it was a little weird at times.
Everyone spewing Cantonese and shit.

The food, was awesome. I’ll definitely go back. Esp since I have discount from shuion.
The other thing, which made my day,

I was sitting next to minjoo. This Korean who studies in the states.
We observed francis eat his first piece of sashimi with a whole load of wasabe. And it was amotherload.
Funny thing is, he talks too much. So he held it with his chopsticks and me and minjoo waited for like at least 5 mins before he put it in his mouth.
Amazingly, he didn’t cry or barf. He just stopped. Stunned into silence and too worried about his reputation that he held it in. HAHAHA

Minjoo and I laughed our balls off.
‘dude u watch jackass?’
‘YEAH’

empty inside

its like,

i dont deserve to be with someone.

a quick thought.

Why would my colleagues and superiors want to give me work,
when by doing so they make themselves obsolete?
The idea of an intern is still very primitive in our world today.
The clock ticks I leave. Woohoo. 3pm site visit.

kung foo

Yesterday is history,

tomorrow is a mystery,

but today is a gift.
That is why it is called the present.

boss

my boss reminds me of tsunade-sama.

damn nice usually. but i dont wanna see her angry.
think she's pretty old. but tsunade type of old.
workwork

if u keep putting your rear leg in front of your other leg, u'll get there.

well short one hour walk and i got home from work. saved $3 on cab. haha




on the way, whilst i was thinking. i figured something out.
my approach to love and relationships;



seeking the spiritual,
succumbing to the physical,
acting like a mere mortal.

time

is a seriously great thing.
greater than any creation of mankind.

whilst spending this time largely by myself.
i've cleared the smog. time to pull some close.
and leave some behind. it was always the right thing to do.

friends.

080608

one helluva special day man it felt.

was supposed to go do my visa
realised i need a temporary residence pass.
need landlords id.
ok fine cant do it.

stayed tll about 230, hungry wanna eat. woo. okay lets go.
but rain. okay stay. cook instant mee.
rain slowed at 4. okay lets go.
lift broke down.

more greys anatomy.
i never even seen her cleavage before.
i only like the intern bit can i can relate.

dinner at 9. left home at 9 in the pouring rain.
yes the rain picked up.
walked 100 m and my pants were soaked. stepped into a puddle
my shoes may as well become booties.
couldnt get a cab. freezing cold. decided not to smoke cos i already finished 2 packs. got cheap dinner and went home.
didnt even watch euro. just slept after talking to mom and dad.

the timing. was brilliant.
much love. todays gonna be better.

party party

hilarious.

went to attica at the bund.
it was bolly-hop night. make a guess.

me and jeevan stumbled around and drank quite a fair bit.
drinks were damn ex though.

too many angmohs and indians and local prostitutes.
fuck one even spoke to me and said i was too young. LOL


quick one so toodles to you.

shui on land

just a quick one. since im at work and some of you might be checking for some regular updates
im usually chatting when im home. and since i cant see the blogposts, i have less motivation to blog. PLEASE DONT TAG.
unless u want me to reply you in aug.

so. work's picking up. my boss knows my interests are in hedging swaps and interest rate movements but the company is largely chinese one so she's doing her best giving me exposure in these things. im hoping to get my hands on some action but will see how that works out yeah.

life wise, host has left for work so im alone in the apartment. nothing much different except i cant go play tennis of coffee with friends(nofriends cept jeevan who'se always working/stressed). just stay home coook or do some houseowrk or prep for work. brilliant.
come talk to me on facebook msg k. keeps me alive and dont msn even if u see me online during working hours, msn after 6 is cool.

having loads of shit trouble with my visa cos of two things
1.china and olympics.
2.the hr here not v friendly. damn you if u dont offer me a job after this internship. haha.

food here is great. beat singers by a mile. lunch time but im waiting for a colleague. update me pls. email or whatever. miss you all.

partying tonight for the first time. best of luck to one and all.
hope the bhai dont pangseh again.